few more hours until sunshine.

i cannot untangle what i'm feeling.

i'm happy this day is going to end soon.

it looks like what i want in life isn't possible at the moment.

where does the good go?

i'm ready for a new day. a fresh start.

i just need to keep telling myself that everything is worth it.

at least i hope so.

here's to life...

so many things have happened in my life that i wish hadn't. but i'm not going to go around complaining and telling everyone i see how horrible my life is. even if there are horrible moments, there are amazing and incredible moments. i want to focus on the good moments rather than the bad. i try to find the good moments even in the bad moments. there is good all around us. yes, sometimes it is hard to find, but if we look hard enough we will find it. people shouldn't be unhappy in life. it's meant to be enjoyed. each day is a blessing.

so here's to life...
all the times i've hated it
all the times i've loved it
all the times i've wished i was different
all the times i've wished my life was different
all the times i've cried over nothing

this is it. this is life.

let's just all be happy we're alive.