Simply Rocky

i'm going through some difficult things right now. because this is a blog i'm not going to write anything too personal. it's so hard to describe how i feel. so much emotion and confusion. i live in a world i'm not a part of and you know what? it sucks. each day is a struggle. a huge one. life shouldn't be like that. i know i will struggle, but to feel like this everyday shouldn't be happening. struggling each day with the same things is not the way i want to live my life. i see people and they seem to have their lives in total control. of course it's not prefect, but it appears that way. there's an ideal person i want to be. so what's stopping me from becoming that person?

right now i feel angry. i don't know what's causing this anger, but it's annoying. i need to pinpoint the cause before i go insane. it's driving me crazy.

but anyways. i'm going to be positive about everything. everything. my negative attitude is going to disappear.

ookk.

let's do this.