what i'm thinking right now...

my life isn't perfect. it may suck most of the time, but overall, i'm happy to be alive.
i've been struggling with some things as of lately, and i know they will not entirely go away. i may not have control of those certain things, but what i do have control over is my attitude. these issuses may cause me much pain and suffering, but if i look at the wonderful things in my life and try not to focus on the bad things too much, i will be happy. i will be able to make it through.

i have decided it's time i improve myself. for some time now i have not been happy with some habits i have, and it's time to change them. i need to focus on each day when it comes, and i can't think of the future too much. if i work on changing my habits day by day soon they'll become habits. it'll be a slow process, but i know it'll be worth it. everything worth while in life takes effort. this i understand.

here it goes!