it's difficult.

the last couple of days have been hard but i've realized that change is possible. i have everthing i need for it. it's just a matter of me not giving in to the present moment. friends habits can become your habits very easily and this is something i need to be fully aware of. i remember i was watching a show once and a guy said, "if you start hanging out with losers, you'll become losers." now, i am not saying my friends are losers but i am acknowledging that i will pick of traits from my friends whether it's a bad or good thing. i need to be mindful in everything

i need to continue to have a positive attitude. i can do anything. i have the power.