oh wow.

i give up on life.

as of right now i just want to curl up in bed and never get out. seriously. i know this is unreasonable, but it sounds amazing right now.

oh wow. i'm frustrated with myself right now.

argh. it's all me. it always has been.

i'm stopping myself from being happy. why am i doing this to myself?

i just can't see the bigger picture.

it is time to change. really, it is time.